As of late (yesterday), I have been feeling very bogged down by all my emotions and things that I'm feeling lately. I work, I come home and I keep to myself mostly until my head gets so full that it's ready to explode and I try to unload it all on Jay which may or may not be a fair thing to do - but he doesn't like talking about feely things all the time like I do. I'm the "feeling expressor" and Jason, well, not so much. I try not to burden Jason too much with "serious" talks because he never handles it well. I thought maybe having a weekly or monthly "Truth Tuesday" may help me feel at least a little better to express how I've been feeling all week or all month (I guess whenever I see fit), it would help me not feel so bogged down. I'm not sure it will be sufficient enough for me, but it's worth a shot, right?
As you all know, Jason and I have been tossing the idea of having a baby in three years or so time. I figured in three years time would be a sufficient amount of time to do everything we (I) need to do in order to prepare the best we (I) can. I'm saying "I" because I really feel like I'm a little bit alone in all of this. I have began to set my whole mindset around having my first child in three years time. I definitely would like to have my first child right around the age of 30 years old - yes, I know...I'm having children later in life than most women. Personally, not everyone's cards are laid out exactly the same way.
